late night thought.

okay, so i have come to terms with my feelings.

i do not defend what i say or do or how i act so deeply because i feel that it needs an explanation, but rather because you are not going to take what i do or say & turn it into something it's not. i understand that some people are too simple-minded or thick-headed to understand the complexities that are the words and thoughts and ideas that come from me, so because of this i shall just "chill."

i have to accept & deal with the reality that sometimes you just don't have to care. some problems are not so. you CAN make a big deal out of something, i should know i've talked about it enough. anyway, i say this with my point being that i will not let negativity bring me down. i know what i do or say are positive, progressive actions & will just be away with all the bull.

im gonna pray on it.
this WILL take some time, bc i am sensitive & i do get offended quite easily but, i can do it.


'tis all.