2.24.2010

why should i care?

Okay, clearly it's late as anything & I'm here on blogging after a year's hiatus (according to the date on the last post ALTHOUGH the real reason the last post is from feb. 09 is bc I deleted the rest but I digress.)

I was reading the slim few tweets that were appearing on my time line from my twitter friends & my girl Imani had tweeted something along the lines of 'I can't stand fake people, just keep it real. no matter what i've heard worse.' << something to that effect, and.. it was like a light bulb went off in my head.

"I've been through worse."

Now, you may be asking "Ja, that's old. How didn't you know that?" << I did! BUT, I was so consumed in telling myself to be above any negativity that I forgot that I don't need to be above it bc I shouldn't be stressed out PERIOD -- "I've been through worse." !

So, this caused me to realize I'm a lot stronger than I thought I was (which is semi-shocking bc I thought I was your typical strong black female lol). Petty stuff? I'm over it. "I've been through worse." You don't like me? Jesus was tortured, and I'm supposed to be treated nicely? lol.


I'M OVER IT!!


-ja.

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